Yeah, I know this sounds totally lame, but I'm really amazed that I've gone through 3 days without Jayson and have not fought with him since he left last Thursday. This may seem totally stupid, but really, I'm shocked that I'm actually dealing with this temporary separation a lot better than I expected. I used to be worried and scared that I wouldn't be able to last the whole 4 days without yelling or shouting at him for something he would probably do, but so far I'm actually talking and handling him in a civilized and still loving manner.
Which makes me wonder... if this is how it's gonna be for just 4 days, will it still be the same if ever we do end up separating for good?
>_< ehh... don't think about that!! *hits head with mallet*
Anyway, I really miss him and I can't wait for him to come home on Monday =) it's the first time I actually felt such a strong longing for him, which I think is a good thing and a supplement to our relationship. Cheers to me for not being a total psycho!!
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